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Jan. 16th, 2006 | 06:57 pm

We cannot be truly Christian people so long as we flaunt the central teachings of Jesus: brotherly love and the Golden Rule.
The spirit of Lincoln still lives; that spirit born of the teachings of the Nazarene, who promised mercy to the merciful, who lifted the lowly, strengthened the weak, ate with publicans, and made the captives free. In the light of this divine example, the doctrines of demagogues shiver in their chaff.

America experiences a new birth of freedom in her sons and daughters; she incarnates the spirit of her martyred chief. Their loyalty is repledged; their devotion renewed to the work He left unfinished. My heart throbs anew in the hope that inspired by the example of Lincoln, imbued with the spirit of Christ, they will cast down the last barrier to perfect freedom. And I with my brother of blackest hue possessing at last my rightful heritage and holding my head erect, may stand beside the Saxon--a Negro--and yet a man!   ~ Martin Luther King~

 

 

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become reality. I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.  ~ Martin L. King Jr.~

 

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become reality. I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.  ~ Martin L. King JR. ~

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school :-(

Dec. 16th, 2005 | 04:23 pm

Stress be gone !  Finals suck!

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Pain go away

Nov. 19th, 2005 | 11:26 pm
mood: crushed crushed

I just wanna cry. I am so sad. My heart hurts so bad right now. this sucks so much.

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Sleepy

Nov. 15th, 2005 | 11:30 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted

I am so tired, drained, exhausted, sleepy.  I am all those things right now.  I can't go to bed yet b/c I haven't finished this paper for tomarrows class.  ARRGG

Well something is wrong with my car..AGAIN.  So i now i have fork out $300 to get it fixed.  There goes my trip back home, holiday shopping, and hanging out for X-mas break.  I am so P.O. right now.  Anyways, things are pretty much still crazy and hectic.  The weather is horrible, which is making my moods even worse.  I will be one unhappy bitch until SPRING.  I hate winter, it makes me so unhappy.  God, how i wish I was back home now. 

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Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 06:50 pm
mood: drained drained

I miss my friend Jillian.  I have been so consumed with my own shit that I haven't spoken to her in forever.  Ohh and Bettina, damn.  She calls me like every other day and I just don't pick up .  I am sure that she is super upset.  School sucks....I never have enough time for anything.  I feel so drained and the sad part is that I still have like atleast 10 more weeks of classes.  Shit...i got a fucking D average in one class so far.  Mann i don't know what the hell Im gonna do.  This shit sucks :-(

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Sep. 27th, 2005 | 06:54 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful

I Shall Believe

by Sheryl Crow

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe

I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
And I shall believe
 
 
Name: Jessica Maria Lozano
Date:  Sept. 27, 2005
Place of Birth :  Miami, Fl.  (305) Baby !!
Current Location:  Michigan city Plymouth
School or College Name:  Eastern Michigan University
Major/ Minor:  Elem. Education w/ 3 minors.  Spanish, Science and Social 
Studies.
Relationship status:  Umm...I am crushing on some one but I am single.
First time you kissed a boy/girl:  Umm...I was fourteen.  
Ever been in love?  Yes 
Have you ever broken someone's heart?  Nope.
Have you ever had your heart broken?  Yup..like freaking four or five times now  :-(
Did you cry b/c of this?  Hell yeah
Are you a romantic person?  Ohh hell yeah !!
Hugs or kisses?   BOTH ;-)
In public or private ?  BOTH ;-)
Favorite season:  Umm ...well since I live in MI., now I have to say SPRING and SUMMER more SUMMER than SPRING.
Favorite pass time:  Shaking my ass off at a party/ club DANCING until like 6 in mo'ning.
AGE: 25
D.O.B. :  02/09/80
Three places you would LOVE too live in:  Miami, FL. ( duh)  NY city  (duh!!)    and the ATL
Are you still bored?   LOL.........yeah

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LMAO....BORED !

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 06:47 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful

Girl Tonight
by Twista

When I touch her, she like (Ooh)
When I hug her (OoOh)
When I rub her, she like (Ooh)
When we cut it's like (OoOh)
Then she got me sayin' (Girl--Tonight)

(Twista):
It's gettin' late lil' mama
We've been at the club too long
Let me take you out to my home
Tell me what a nigga gotta do to get you out that thong
When are you gon' really make up your mind shawty (see Twista workin' still)
Now can I get up in it from behind shawty (show you what I'm workin' with)
C'mon, let me take you to the penthouse sweet
Pull out some ol' school Marvin Gaye and put it on repeat
Shawty come & show me you can take it boo (let me fuck you first now girl)
Show me what you can do (come & fuck me reverse count girl)
Doin' thangs that'll get you go'n
When we on the couch I can make you moan
Eat you up when we in the kitchen
Let you get on top when we by the stove
When she told me to do it faster
That's when I dug deep in her
Now er'time I see her, I gots to freak her 'cuz...

Chorus 2x:
When I touch her, she like (Ooh)
When I hug her (OoOh)
When I rub her, she like (Ooh)
When we cut it's like (OoOh)
Then she got me sayin' (Girl--Tonight)

(Twista):
Make her feel like she popped a pill
Got her feelin' ecstasy
Took her to the bed-room
'Bout to make her an Overnight Celebrity (I a)
'Finna get up in the sack and I hope you ready for me girl
'Finna hit it from the back while I'm bumpin' Ready For the World

(Trey Songz):
I want you to hold me
While I'm kissin' on your body slowly
Give it to you like an O-G

(Twista):
(In-Out) Show me how you work the walls
(Up-Down) Show me how you work them jaws
And I bet when I'm floss and run
You will catch that drain
That's why I love I can reek it with you
'Cuz you a nasty thang

(Trey Songz--Twista in background)
Shawty, Pleease (let's ride) / (In-Out) Show me how you work the walls
(Up-Down)...

Chorus 2x:
When I touch her, she like (Ooh)
When I hug her (OoOh)
When I rub her, she like (Ooh)
When we cut it's like (OoOh)
Then she got me sayin' (Girl--Tonight)

(Twista):
Hit it to that Jodeci
Hit it to that Jagged Edge
Hit it to that New Edition
Get you whipped and good for...
(Don't you worry 'bout a damn thang, NoOoOo)
See how I do it to it
When I sip some Do-It-To-It Fluid
Hit it to some Is-ley Brothers
Hit it to some Shai game
Hit it to some R. Kelly
And hit it to some Marvin' Gaye
(Don't you worry 'bout a damn thang, NoOoOo)
See how I do it to it
Gotta I sip that Blew It
When I touch her, she like (Ooh)...

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MY SONG !!! ;-)

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 06:45 pm

I Gotta Stay Fly
by Three 6 Mafia


whats up i got this glock and im ready to use it on a mother fucker
straight from the belly of the beast this ya nigga c murder with my
nigga k sleep ya heard me and we dont play motherfuckers its just
like that nigga get the motherfuckin heater and lets see whats happenin
play that music bro we gotta ride to this shit

yeahhhhhhhhhh
for the first time its goin down in history baby
new three 6 mafia featurin 8ball and mjg young buck
its a tennessee thang

i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie
i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie
i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie
i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie

they call me juicy and u know ima stunt
ridin in the car with some bump in the trunk
tote in my lap and u know its a punk
bringin out the good green rollin a blunt
ghetto pimp type girl say im the man
ice on the wrist with the ice in the chain
ridin through the hood ya im grippin the grain
and im sippin the same while im changin the lane
im a hood type cuz i choke in the creek
best u messed up cuz im drinkin the lean
messin with a d boy ridin them big toys
make ya main gal wanna get on my team
she gotta give it up 'fore she get in my car
i aint denzel but i know im a star
cuz when im in the club i be rockin it hard
in the vip part and be ridin the bar

DJ Paul is a dog one u do not trust
u leave ur green around me nigga yo green gon get lit up
u leave ur drink around me believe ur drink gon get drunk up
u leave ur girl around me and she bet she gonna get stuck
these niggas is spies we lit em live
keep them nice tires
ride round what they like
make a couple of nubs a couple of dimes
so purple p-purple p-purple
and swollow it down with these yurple y-yurple y-yurple
its goin down

i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie
i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie

puff puff pass nigga roll that blunt
lets get high nigga smoke us one
car pull out that phantom
niggas cant stand it but them hoes gon come out
just really wanna smoke my weed
fuck these hoes and stack my g's
stop at the light and pause on 3
hit the mall and it be all on me
but gotta keep one eye for the popo
close the window when i roll the endo
kno they mad cuz i rollin benzos
this that purple not pretendo
three 6 mafia them my kin folks
so when im in memphis tenekee
i just might not bring my own
cuz them niggas theyll let me smoke for free

whats up mary how u doin mary jane
since i have met u girl u ruined my brain
u stole my heart
right from the start
so i broke u down lil momma
put u in the dark

i gotta stay Flyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie
i gotta stay Flyyyyyyy til i dii i i i i i ie

crimp roll full of that dro
leave the club full of rosay mole
yo girlfriend wanna ride with me
in a car wit a pimp where she 'posed to be
u aint met those dudes really close to me
the back cushion cost 615
have a nigga who smoke reggie miller
coughin and chokin constantly
taste like soup when u hit it
gotta have bread to get it
smoke all night sleep all day
thats to be the american way
roll that shit
light that shit
hit that shit
hold that shit
blow that shit out slow
then pass it to me bro

mj feelin like sprinklin some of that
so many incredible have a nigga runnin back
where the nigga wit a hood stick a numba at
come up from a sea gorilla like a lumberjack
in the mornin what i need is to
breathe again a whole lotta weed while i
be with somebody to give me what i need
while im rollin the last of the best of the trees

DJ Paul and juicy j 8ball and mjg and young buck
we dont give a fuck we must represent east tennesee
we drink a whole lotta hennesy
nigga got a lil hair on his chest
we'll be like here drink girl take it up yo mouth well shoot it right here on his chest

i gotta stay Flyyyyyyyy

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Sep. 25th, 2005 | 05:46 pm
mood: crushed crushed

One Night Extravaganza
by Jamie Foxx

Verse#1
Last night me and my thugs were hanging out
Tired of being cramped up in the house
We were simply celebrating life
Off from work today, so it’s alright
But all those up and down turn me in a twist
Started dancing with this model chick
Then every record became my favorite song
And that is all that I remember…

(Chorus)
Cause I had one too many drinks,
And ended up at the Embassy
With this pretty little thing from Memphis Tennessee
It was a One Night Extravaganza

Verse # 2
When I woke up from last night’s Savitry (Savitry)
Babygurl was lying next to me (next to me)
Shoes and Clothes were scattered everywhere
I got dressed and got up outta there
But not before I called for me a cab (me a cab)
Hung over from all the drinks I had (drinks I had)
And now I’m telling my story to you
Everything that I remember…

(Chorus: 2x)
Extravaganza, Extravaganza
Oh, It was a One Night Extravaganza
Yes it was…Things that I remember, Oh, last night

(Kanye West)
[And I remember…]
Being at the bar,
Tryna ask what that Hypno here fo (here fo)
Knowing I can’t afford to get mo (get mo)
Here’s a broke nigga trick, buy one bottle and sip slow, or
Or leave the club now.
Do like I did; come back when you get dough.
A fish stick, nigga
Now we messin’ lobster, we messin’ with Grammys, we messin’ with Oscars.
You messin’ with the drinky-drink, plus you puffin’ on the stanky-stank.
In the morning you gon draw a blank.
The hotel said ya’ll was on one (ya’ll was on one)
My gurl wasn’t on shyt, I picked the wrong one, man.
Steady talking ‘bout I ain’t like them other girls,
Well tonight, I’m tryna find them other girls,
Bring they own rubber girl, Never meet cha mother girl
You know they love it when you love ‘em and they tell they friends, “gurllllll”!

(Chorus: 2x)
Last Night, I had one too many drinks,
And ended up at the Embassy
With this pretty little thing from Memphis Tennessee
It was a One Night Extravaganza
I had one too many drinks!


Don't Lie
by Black Eyed Peas

[WILL]
Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

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Sep. 25th, 2005 | 05:40 pm
mood: aggravated aggravated

Everytime I need someone to be there
When I had me one of them crazy days (I ain't gon' beg you)
Everytime I want someone to treat me
Like they always said they were gon' treat like (I ain't gon' beg you)

Cause I let you slide before
But I see you ain't gon' learn
Since you like to play with fire then I'ma let us burn
(Boy, you) ain't nothin'
(Gon' miss) my lovin'
And last time was the last time, so I'm through with you

[chorus]
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin'
Don't know what I'm waitin' for
Cause you know you don't treat me like you should
When you know I'm the coldest thing up out this hood
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
And if you not down with this
Then baby, there's a door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
But a lot of men would get with this
So I ain't gon' beg you no more

Everytime I wanna be wined and dined
Taken out on a Friday night
To spend a little time (I ain't gon' beg you)
And everytime I need some huggin' and some lovin'
But it's late and I don't get nothin' (I ain't gon' beg you)

Cause I let you slide before
But I see you ain't gon' learn
Since you like to play with fire then I'ma let us burn
(Boy you) ain't nothin'
(Gon' miss) my lovin'
And last time was the last time, so I'm through with you

[chorus]
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin'
Don't know what I'm waitin' for
Cause you know you don't treat me like you should
When you know I'm the coldest thing up out this hood
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
And if you not down with this
Then baby, there's a door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
But a lot men would get with this
So I ain't gon' beg you no more

(Ooh) said, I'm through with being patient
I ain't here for you just to come and
(Take it when you wanna take it)
You took it all for granted (all that good love and all that freaky stuff)
It's all gone
(But that's how you is) then let me tell you this
(Take your lame ol' tired excuses somewhere else)somewhere else
Cause you weak and I don't wanna hear it (you weak and I don't wanna hear it)
Stay away, I don't wanna get near it
Cause boy, I'm movin' on without you

[chorus]
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin'
Don't know what I'm waitin' for
Cause you know you don't treat me like you should
When you know I'm the coldest thing up out this hood
No, I ain't gon' beg you no more
And if you not down with this
Then baby, there's a door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
But a lot men would get with this
So I ain't gon' beg you no more

Ain't gon' beg you to love me
Ain't gon' beg you to hold me
Ain't gon' you to pick up and take me out
I ain't gon' beg you to ice me
Ain't gon' beg you to wife me
Ain't gon' do things a real man about

Ain't gon' beg you to love me
Ain't gon' beg you to hold me
Ain't gon' you to pick up and take me out
I ain't gon' beg you to ice me
Ain't gon' beg you to wife me
Ain't gon' do things a real man about
Ain't Gon' Beg You
by Fantasia Barrino




Fall to Pieces
by Avril Lavigne

I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

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